2007-02-05T10:26:00.000+08:00

Was told as a touching story, but i find it funny. the letter part. hahaha..
here it goes...

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiouslyERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off thedamn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving onflight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he givesher a note.]

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)

[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]

It says...
"Erica,You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did theright thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]...

A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely...
Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.

[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,]
It says:"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will....
I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!...

Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news]
"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.

[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]...

A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

2007-01-25T08:55:00.000+08:00

when you are too used to the person's presence,
and that person suddenly disappear,
you will feel hurt and lost.
This is when u need a replacement to fill that hole.
A type of psychological illness.
---The first time when i heard about this, i was a lil taken aback.
COS, it is so freaking true and real and that statement actually STANDS!
but.replacement is not that easy to find.
Becos you have put in real feelings for that person and naturally its hard to find someone to replace that feeling!
but i think. Distractions are essential to keep yourself from being too EMO.
like polishing your nails.
Putting on a new coat of polish.
Shopping.
reading.
Listening to songs.
cryiNG.
LAUGHING.
EAting.
Hanging out with friends and have FUN.
WALAWALA. snowball.
hoegarden.
singaporesling.
ALL that will help..
i guess.just not finding replacement.
=)
think about it.

Extraxted From Yenling's Blog.
Very True and Meaningful =D
lol..

2007-01-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

Star Performer Of this Week

Of What I dont deserve

Of what I deserve

Hahahahaha.. =D

2007-01-22T17:41:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT

Im 2 weeks back to back champion of Star Performer Of The Week!! Weeeeeee...
Star Performer of the week champion! =D

2007-01-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

slotting entries now..
since that K (with a capital k) po said it looks empty. lol...
=)

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how does it looks now? haha..

2007-01-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

The faces of two.
Who do you choose...?

l.o.s.t

Faces of the two..